6-Minute Blog

I have a place in my heart for all things but things are rejected my heart. I am rejected by my heart. The Anima and Animus are unclear. The part of me that is within that I wish to change is unchangeable. Fear. I will improve. My mind is heavy with doubt and guilt and shame. It's hard to keep it up and look the world in the face. The world's beauty is somehow lost on me when some days all I see are beauty. I see beauty within myself now replaced with pity and fear. Looking for ways to accept myself without really doing so. Trying to rationalize my emotion. Bottle myself up and unleash it in confusing ways. I am not being honest with myself. Therefore I'm not being honest with them. This is clear.