big/small
I wanna tell you how I'm feeling lately I don't know right from wrong, left from right, big from small The small talk that feels so big prevents me from the closest friends I know you want someone to smile, to live in curiosity with you I want the same thing too, but I don't know, all the joys feel miniscule The weight of failure and complacency makes my seed feel unwatered My secrets from the past keep coming back when they're unwanted Every word feels wrong, wrong thoughts feel right I dream these things, I can't even find peace at night And I keep recycling these fights I had when I was in that place Which makes it hard to take the time to just admire your face Sometimes I think these problems were born with me, innate But I can't give up, can't let you down in disgrace I want to turn that corner to be the man you can embrace And I'll find my way there, can't let fear prevent my pace In the meantime, I try to treat you with the kindness you...