it's been a while
It's been a while What have you been up to? I wonder what you've been through I think about what you're into these days How you skillfully traverse the maze of life with a smile, I'll never know Maybe my memory's steering me wrong Maybe my thoughts are deluded, too Don't write me back, it frightens me, but I'll tell you a little about my recent history Well, sometimes I think that I haven't changed That my mind is just as unchained as it ever was The best evidence being how I struggle to speak in the presence of peaceful people This bomb growing in my chest reminds me of you, unfortunately I did what I needed, I stayed on my own for a good 2 years In therapy, I healed, and in the gym, I grew stronger I made good habits I'd never touched before, you know A couple of girls took an interest in me, but I wasn't ready In the meantime, I stayed at a job that I hated at the only place I'd ever been I listened to new music that I thought taught m...