wishes
I wish I could break down and cry I think I'd feel better But I can't Not sure why I can only explode Which doesn't bode well For my ongoing shame And my loved ones can tell I wish I could meditate To flush away this frustration Reunite with my third eye Lay waste to hesitation I wish I could read But books seem to bore me Even ones I loved Are another joyless story I wish I could love As freely as a honeybee Flying in a field of flowers No parasite hunting me I wish I could speak My throat is clogged With something in my heart Could be a frog I wish I could think But these absent thoughts A familiar foe Which intention has fought I wish I could cry One tear would be fine I wish I could own These emotions of mine