boundaries

I have no boundaries when I see who I want
I see their pain, I see their front, I hold their lies, I speak in kind
I watch their eyes, I feel their smile, real or paid, what does it cost?
Were you hurt, what's the source of your strength and pain?
I tear my heart away to find what might be the truth
I follow the truth because of what it means to you
It seems to move me in the wrong direction, foggy intentions, destined never to be close to you
The tension, I feel it, too
I can't let go of the surface of the moon
Even tunes don't feel the same
And I am the one to blame
Tugged in many directions, greatly affected by minor changes in your inflection
I step into a new world with every breath
It never changes
It's deafening, stretching my beliefs with no reprieve
Constantly testing, second-guessing my ability
Ripping hope from my spine
Forgetting how to align my heart, soul, and mind
Lost in time
Silently repenting
Resting, waiting
Eyes kiss
We bliss
Any minute
Any minute
Any minute